never did this beforeq

so this is the first time i ever wrote one of these things. im not exactly a writer and not so good at writing but i wanted to write about things i felt like saying but no one wants to listen to me so i decided maybe a blog will help me. anyways let's begin....

i work a lot at a local supermarket and i may be there almost everyday. basically all my friends now are the people i met there, and so that means a lot of drama. oh boy the drama. i cant even describe what goes one behind these registers! hoookups, breakups, yelling, fighting.....DRAMA! but the reason i wanted to bring up work is because i work so hard there and never get rewarded. im a part time worker so i could only work 30 hours a week and i work more than that and i do whatever the managers want me to. im a cashier but the other night my store manager stuck me in bakery for a while and i didnt know what i was doing and so i had to teach myself and i got compliments by customers but yet the store manager still doesnt know my name, like rude much?! then yesterday i had an old man throw a box of wheat thins at me and when i went home to tell what happened at work, my mom ignored me, my dad said at least you didnt get fired? (what does that have to do with anything? i didnt do anything wrong) and my siblings said i should stop complaining because they dont care what happens. i was looking for some sympathy because i never get any but apparently i dont care to anyone.

another thing is my mother thinks im fat and is always calling me out in front of everyone and its so embarasssing. and the thing is im not fat, im lean. i dont have fat hanging off me and i have lots of muscle because i work out. i just hate that she does this to me. like my whole family gained weight this year and shes only looking at me, like as if i cant control my eating. im the opposite, i hardly eat and when i do get a bite to eat like lunch or something my mom looks at me like im a monster. i cant just starve myself and plus i dont eat sweets so everytime my mom sees me eating, im eating a fruit or a yogurt or rice cakes. its so annoying.

i dont care if anyone reads my blog, im just venting....